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Provincetown, 1990Michael KleinWe were joined that summer in the dark in the street of danger and leisure against the bicycles and the summer people two of us loose from that crowd back there, finding a place in public to be alone and talking. But for me, more than talking because I wanted you in body and couldn't figure out how to push language through the desire of that. I just stood still, sunburned and shuddered young to love, absent minded about it. Soon, at our feet, something so strange started moving shooting past us, very low. Something invisible a tube of bent air? that we couldn't have seen it but did see it in all its being dark and somehow see-through that it made the street look rippled and ominous and you said, "something dark just happened, did you see it?" And of course, I did see it and in the years that have gone through summer I keep seeing it in different places, with different people who wouldn't understand what force it was they were looking at what we first saw that summer in the dark when it was bigger than us both and seemed to have to start through us first to get to where it was going and then, mercifully, be all of what it was there, down the road a little, where it met the world. What I'm Going to Do IsMichael KleinI just want to follow the stranger for awhile to see if he actually ends up the way the stranger you are following must end up in a place nobody ever sees through a window or a place nobody ever goes or maybe it isn't there at all the place as Rilke said that isn't even there until he's there. When he gets to an inside pocket of the world the stranger changes into someone all the heaviness of the following could write: into the one who will save us. For he has always been the stranger. He secretly alights! By force. [ back to top ]
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